this is life

     So, I am now 13 weeks pregnant, which means I’m 4 months & 1 week. My baby is due on december 24, i can’t wait! My boyfriend & I had a rough patch a couple weeks ago. I was being unfaithful, and now I’m paying the price for that. Yesterday, he texted me, saying he doesn’t believe the baby is his and he wants a dna test done. That broke my heart, for the fact that he was there with me when I took the first pregnancy test, and we were both so happy. If I could take back everything I did to him, I would in a heartbeat. I love him so much, and I wish he would just realize that. I know that I screwed up in the past, but I wish we could move on from that and see that we do love each other. Seeing the baby for the first time on the ultrasound really brought out some emotions, especially hearing the heartbeat<3 It was amazing. Well, that’s it for this blog. I can only hope and pray that things get better between us. I’ll try to re-post again tonight before I go to bed, to write down anything new that happened throughout the day. Peace.

I didn’t know you very well, but any of my friends knew you very well. I know you always knew how to make someone smile. I’ll never forget the time in elementary school when you made me cry from your costume. But I forgive you for that. Rest easy man, you are forever loved & missed. RIP Brett </3

about the title, i dont have a dick.haha. i just always say that to people when im pissed.and as you would assume that i am mad,i actually am not mad.i am in a great mood because i have a boyfriend and i love him with all my heart.well part of me is mad because i have to sleep in the same bed as my sister..so it kinda sucks.well im tired so im going to bed.good night toombular,as to how my sister says it.hehe.night(:

 Well hello there! So i’m new here and my first blog is just going to be me telling you a little about myself. So let’s get started, shall we. So, i was born and raised in New Jersey. But when i was 13, my mother moved me to a dark and evil place, a place where the sun never shines. This place, is called “Michigan.”

 So anyway, i lived there for about two years, then my dad met this chick, and i couldn’t put up with her bs anymore, so i said fuck it and moved back to jersey. Well, moving back was the best thing i ever did for myself, because now i have a boyfriend, and i love him with all my heart. July 8,2010 bitch.i love you baby! But anyway,i have a sister who is 17.and i have a mother who is 43, and is single, so hit her up boyss(;    Back to my life. I’m 15,and going to a freshman in high school. I have black hair, and i am very energetic. Call me a bitch, and ill fuck you up, kay?  Well that’s it for this blog, talk to you later.(: