this is life

Jun 20

13 Weeks Pregnant*

     So, I am now 13 weeks pregnant, which means I’m 4 months & 1 week. My baby is due on december 24, i can’t wait! My boyfriend & I had a rough patch a couple weeks ago. I was being unfaithful, and now I’m paying the price for that. Yesterday, he texted me, saying he doesn’t believe the baby is his and he wants a dna test done. That broke my heart, for the fact that he was there with me when I took the first pregnancy test, and we were both so happy. If I could take back everything I did to him, I would in a heartbeat. I love him so much, and I wish he would just realize that. I know that I screwed up in the past, but I wish we could move on from that and see that we do love each other. Seeing the baby for the first time on the ultrasound really brought out some emotions, especially hearing the heartbeat<3 It was amazing. Well, that’s it for this blog. I can only hope and pray that things get better between us. I’ll try to re-post again tonight before I go to bed, to write down anything new that happened throughout the day. Peace.